Submitted by Long-Technician382 to abortion Ģ023.03.09 03:25 breakingpoint26 I want (kind of need) to quit my joke of a job, but going without health insurance means risking going into thousands of dollars in medical debt. I think i just need some emotional support from people who had experienced this right now. but again, i can't blame myself, because who knew my iud would fail me.įor now, I'll take care of this baby until the very end. i just wished i was not that irresponsible to make a life when i know i'm not ready. taking away its life really breaks my heart, but again, it is the right thing to do for me. This child sometimes makes me scared of whether i'm a good mother. her lost presence alone makes me feel even worse. My mom recently just left to move abroad too - so i have one less person to rely on when i'm sad. they're great at giving me emotional support. Not a lot of people know about this child, only my boyfriend, my best friend, and his best friend. but i know they can't have that life, especially when i'm not even near to financially stable. taking them to different places, playing with them, watching movies together. i wonder what it would be like carrying a baby of mine, like a little mini-me. i wake up almost feeling sick everyday, and i'm quite sad but relieved that everything will stop soon. this child has taken away all my appetite, and all my energy, but i can never blame them for it, because that's what a mother should do. It's frustrating going through all this morning sickness, knowing that i know i can't keep this child. from where i'm from, abortion is nearly illegal, with just a few exceptions, and i was one of them. Knowing that my abortion got approved, makes me feel relieved. I know this is the right thing to do, because i'm only 18 years old, and me and my boyfriend barely have our lives put together, and we both are still studying. on that day, i would be 8 weeks and 4 days pregnant. I'm having a medical abortion scheduled within 2 weeks.
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